Nueva actualización; Alicante

Querido diario, ha pasado ya un tiempo desde mi primera y única entrada pero mucho ha cambiado desde aquellos horribles meses. He tenido tiempo y mucho de él, ´con la mayoría del tiempo, si he de ser sincero no he hecho más que tonterías.

I´ve dated so many men i can´t even manage to keep track. I started seeing this very cute guy but ofcourse he lived with his parents. Over the past few weeks i´ve had some time to reacess mi decisions and my life. I´ve thought thourrouly about what i want for myself.

Anyway, i have decided to leave Madrid and move to the coast, things have been picking up on the writing department and i feel as if there i could start a completely new life. Truth is, i haven´t done much right in the past couple of years. I´ve been lost ever since i broke up with the love of my life. I lost my way and my balance, i searched for it in the next two boyfriends, but little did it take me to figure out i was not in love with either one of them.

So now things have changed, my life has changed. I´m very eager to move out to the coast. I can´t stop thinking about it to be totally honest. Just imagine the posibilities. Thinking about beeing on my own for the first time, and really supporting myself as a freelance writer, walking in the beach, having drinks with my
friends, going to the gym, starting college once and for all.

Over the past few weeks i´ve been trying to take things slow, though i must admit it´s been hard to discipline myself to write. I guess after mi first big payday i´ll get the gist of it. Problem is, i´ve never really been a disciplined boy. Si í'l leave things here and hope for the best.